Goodbye

I loved you but I have to let you go. You’re no longer welcome here. I’m going through a procedure to remove you from my being. I decided today to remove you from my sacred body, mind and soul. It’s time. Goodbye.

You were the one for me until you shattered my heart with your reckless ways. It took me enough time to remove your physicality. Now I think it’s time to remove you from my heart and mind. I know you’ll still try to stay but I will ignore you. If I see you, I will ignore you. If I feel you, I will ignore you. If I think you, I will ignore you completely. I’m sorry if I’m being rude or tough but I must say goodbye forever.

It breaks my heart but I must say goodbye. Goodbye to all of you; the good and the bad. You were a few chapters in my book and now I must turn the page. Move on to a brighter, stronger more enlightened chapter. Since you’ve been gone, my book has gotten much more interesting and mystical. Thank you for leaving.

Thank you for the pain, thank you for the heartache. I didn’t know how strong I was. I didn’t know I could go through this and not only survive but thrive. I didn’t know that my life would be better without you. So, thank you. If you wouldn’t have shattered my heart, I wouldn’t have let you go because I loved you as deeply as the ocean. Thank you for loving me the best way you could.

I’m sorry that your childhood pain overpowered the love. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you more. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you heal. I’m sorry I couldn’t make you see the light. But, the light can only be seen by those who believe in it. So, that’s on you.

I forgive you if you’re sorry. I forgive you if you’re not sorry. I forgive you and let you go. I forgive the mistakes and the pain. I forgive myself for not walking away sooner. I forgive myself for not wanting to see the very obvious red flags. I forgive myself for being weak. I forgive myself for not believing in my own power. I forgive myself for being hard on you and wanting to change you. I forgive myself for wanting to marry someone so broken.

Thank you for the good times. I forgive you for the bad. I’m sorry if I hurt you. I forgive you for hurting me. I wish you well and I hope you know how much I loved you.

I will find someone who’ll love me right and I’ll smile in gratitude knowing that letting you go was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. Thank you for holding on to your ego tightly and letting me go. Goodbye.

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Believing is creating

Believing is creating. Believe in what you want to create.

I believe in the power of the Moon and the Sun. I believe that everything happens as it’s supposed to. I believe in the light. I believe in healing and growing. I believe in love. I believe the right people will be in your life. I believe in me and those who live their best lives. I’ve created amazing experiences during this time and I’m endlessly grateful.

Believe in who you want to be and work hard on getting there. The present is the key. The more you enjoy your present, the brighter your future will be. The more you exercise, the better you’ll feel and look. Take it step by step, work on what you want and then leave it to the universe; it knows best.

And be very aware of your beliefs for they create your reality; this I truly believe.

What you walk away from

So much. We tolerate so much when we don’t know any better. It’s OK. There’s so much to be learned from mistakes. But we do have to do the work. We have to be willing to walk away from that which no longer serves us. That guy that you “love” but is consuming you. Those people that suck the life out of you. Those jobs that take you nowhere. It’s fine. I’m not completely where I want to be yet but I can control how I feel. And once I feel better, I do better and I attract better things. It’s all energy.

Changes happen when we’re kind, when we’re loving, when we’re compassionate and believe in ourselves. They don’t happen when we stay stuck out of fear or settle for less than what we know deep inside that we deserve. Whoever taught us to play it small? We shouldn’t. If we don’t believe in ourselves, who will? You have the universe backing you up; all it asks from you is your best and to trust them. That’s all.

It’s hard, yes, but it’s worth it. I’ve been in a path of healing and growth recently and the results from doing my best and trusting the universe have exceeded my wildest expectations. I’m also having fun! Enjoying your life is crucial for blooming. You create in this moment what you want more of.

And so, the first step is to walk away from what you know you must. Then, fill that emptiness with self love and trust the rest to the universe. Do your best and just sit back and enjoy what comes your way. It’s the most beautiful process you’ll ever go through. It’s a lifelong love affair. Work on you because you’ll be with you FOREVER. Walk away and start this beautiful journey of self discovery. I promise you; it’s the best decision you can make.

Intentions

Today a new month begins. I have set intentions that have come true and didn’t even know I had intended them. We make intentions by praying or asking or even thinking about what we want. It’s even better if we do it consciously.

I intend to get what I want by asking the universe to send me what’s best. When we know what we want and it feels right, it’s great to be as specific as possible. But when we’re not completely sure or we’re caught in a storm, then it’s best to set the intention of clarity. Last year I was in a dysfunctional relationship that was hurting me but it wasn’t completely obvious. So, I set the intention by saying: please make this obvious for me and if he’s not the right guy, show me. A few months after that, out of nowhere, he asked me to move out of what was supposed to be our home but was actually his. Heartbroken I left and resisted this very obvious sign. After several months of struggle, I was finally able to walk away and then I realized how my intention had been answered and now that I’m far from that horrible situation, I realize how much the universe had and still has my back. Never again am I allowed to doubt.

The reason why I wanted to share that story was because I didn’t know much about intentions back then but was still able to make it and my intention was manifested in the best possible way. Not only did the universe help me, it truly made it happen in the best way! Thank you.

So, set your intentions. The more connected you are, the more you’ll know what’s right for you. But if you’re feeling lost, then just ask for what’s best or for an answer to a problem that you can’t seem to solve on your own. I was lost and saved. The course of my life has changed thanks to this intention and the universe/spirit/the light saving me.

I intend to live a life of purpose; a life of light and connection. I intend to stay true and listen to the universe. I intend to be grateful because there’s so much to be grateful for. I intend to do all that I can to remain connected. Thank you universe for manifesting my intention. Many other intentions have become a reality and I am deeply grateful for so much. I’m excited to continue this beautiful path of love.

Make intentions from the right place and you’ll see what happens. Just trust the universe and it will send you what’s best if you trust. Enjoy this beautiful journey and set your intentions. Wonderful things will happen.

Nothing

Sometimes we search and don’t find what we’re looking for. This has been something that has driven me crazy throughout my life. Until, finally, I learned that the universe speaks loudly when it needs to and remains silent when necessary.

I believe in the universe, in the mystical, the moon and energy. I believe because I feel it and because it’s finally taken me to a path of light. Searching for something and not finding it only means that it’s either not time or that our energy must be raised. That’s why the root of it all is our vibration. Raise your vibe and all that is right for you just comes in.

Nothingness and silence are powerful. That’s why meditation and yoga are healing. In the silence you find yourself and so much inspiration flows in. Finish an intense yoga class and tell me how you feel afterwards. It all makes sense. The world is brighter.

When you don’t find what you’re looking for say thank you. “Thank you for giving me the space I need to love myself and the way things are now.” It’s good to set intentions and have goals, but never at the expense of your peace and good vibes. Because if that’s the case, your energy lowers and it’s back to square one.

I thought I had nothing to say today and look what I found. Trust the process and follow the path of light; the universe will not lead you astray.

The struggle

When you grow, you think you’ve made it. You’re healed, you’re happy, you’re whole. And then it comes. That wave trying to eat you whole. It can be a message, an idea, something small, something big. It doesn’t matter.

First, we must get out the darkness and breathe again. And then, we must be humbled and know that the spiritual path is a lifelong process. All the spiritual teachers say it. It’s constant. We need a never ending reminder to stay in the light. We mustn’t think that we’ve made it and that it’s over. On the contrary, we must be grateful for the struggle. It has a lot to teach.

It’s wonderful to be light. It’s wonderful to celebrate the breakthroughs. We must say thank you for so much. But we shouldn’t resist hardship. We should grow from it and continue to learn its lessons.

The struggle many times is a test. Yes, you’ve changed. Yes, you’ve grown. Yes, you’ve healed. But will you be that enlightened creature in good and bad times? We are not expected to be perfect but we are expected to stay committed. Committed to our purpose and to the light, in good and bad times.

That’s what I learned and I’m out of the storm thankfully. It wasn’t the first and it won’t be the last storm. All that matters is that I face it with grace and ask the universe to help me see it with love. The sooner I affirm my willingness to see the light, the sooner it comes.

Today I honor the struggle and I choose to see things differently. And so it is.